Well, I am still battling severe anxiety and depression, but am working on getting out and being social for small chunks at a time.
I am now seeing that I will get through this, it just requires me to stay strong and focused. Neither of which come natrally to me.
As a small step in this, I took a day trip to sacramento today to visit some good friends, a new yarn store and an interesting restaurant.
I'm doing ok with school and keeping up with homework. The past few days of rain have kept me from going out too much and being a wild party girl.
So, basically just wanted to stay I am still here and getting better. Hope to be stable enough to post regularly again soon.
I am glad you are here.. I am here too.. I went to the doctor yesterday for a medical issue I haven't been taking care of. I told her I fell off the wagon but still came in.. it's too easy through the website to cancel or post appointments because I won't face her. She told me..I will never judge you. I may scold you but never judge..we all have our own issues.. I like that.. I told her about how I much I hated saying I need to start over because I feel like it's another failure but I need to start again. She said I'm just happy you came.
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